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Friday, May 16, 2014
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
No Wax:::WORDS "FRIENDS"
"FRIENDS"
What can I say. I've worked, trained, meditated, talked, wrote and deeply committed to changing my life.
Just like you hoped.
Exactly what you prompted.
Your wish for me fulfilled.
Yet, my dearest friend is no longer able to share in the accomplishments that have been achieved.
There are many more to come.
If all of this can change in my life... anything is possible...
Even the restoration of a friendship and connection and a genuine love for the other person.
I will always hope that the planets align correctly, trusts are restored and forgiveness allowed to preserve this bond.
Especially now - I run. A lot!!!
It is not the same as before...The whole world looks different. Maybe thats what 350+ miles in 3 months does to a guy. Hard to say.
What can I say. I've worked, trained, meditated, talked, wrote and deeply committed to changing my life.
Just like you hoped.
Exactly what you prompted.
Your wish for me fulfilled.
Yet, my dearest friend is no longer able to share in the accomplishments that have been achieved.
There are many more to come.
If all of this can change in my life... anything is possible...
Even the restoration of a friendship and connection and a genuine love for the other person.
I will always hope that the planets align correctly, trusts are restored and forgiveness allowed to preserve this bond.
Especially now - I run. A lot!!!
It is not the same as before...The whole world looks different. Maybe thats what 350+ miles in 3 months does to a guy. Hard to say.
Friday, November 22, 2013
NO WAX::: WORDS "Product contains less than 1% real - anything."
"Product contains less than 1% real "
These are interesting times in my life. There have been so many turns and evolution's and surprises. I can't really believe I have not been here to lay it all out for me to process and you to look at.
These are interesting times in my life. There have been so many turns and evolution's and surprises. I can't really believe I have not been here to lay it all out for me to process and you to look at.
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS "The Beautiful People pt. II'
"The Beautiful People Part II"
I am sorry it took as long as it has to publish part II of this segment of my insanity. In the last, I took some time to express just how unbelievably diverse and colorful the people in my immediate surroundings have truly been. (IF YOU MISSED IT HERE IS PART I. NO WAX::: "THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE PT.1)
I am sorry it took as long as it has to publish part II of this segment of my insanity. In the last, I took some time to express just how unbelievably diverse and colorful the people in my immediate surroundings have truly been. (IF YOU MISSED IT HERE IS PART I. NO WAX::: "THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE PT.1)
Sunday, June 23, 2013
NO WAX:::VERSUS. "LOVE"
"LOVE"
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What is love?
An emotion, a thought or an action.
Something you feel or something you do?
For me I was taught its an action
Its about what your giving...
and who you're giving it to.
Love is a long trip to the ER
Even if it's probably just the flu.
Love is combing her hair,
painting her nails...
seeing the gift she is to you.
Love is explaining her mirror was built
so she could she an angel too.
Love is checking the blanket
turning on the fan,
or straightening the wrinkled sheet...
Love is knowing next to her
sleep is so beautifully sweet.
Love is dressing room benches
"You look amazing -
Really - I swear... its true."
Love is knowing because of what you feel
She's bringing the best out of you.
Love can soft, tender or fierce...
Or like being shot in the chest
Searing bullet -- straight through.
Love reveals why you are here...
Your purpose
what's been entrusted to you.
This beautiful girl...
Love is to protect her
tell her nothing that is not true.
Love is why,
she'll be thrown aside
Insisting that death first takes you.
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What is love?
An emotion, a thought or an action.
Something you feel or something you do?
For me I was taught its an action
Its about what your giving...
and who you're giving it to.
Love is a long trip to the ER
Even if it's probably just the flu.
Love is combing her hair,
painting her nails...
seeing the gift she is to you.
Love is explaining her mirror was built
so she could she an angel too.
Love is checking the blanket
turning on the fan,
or straightening the wrinkled sheet...
Love is knowing next to her
sleep is so beautifully sweet.
Love is dressing room benches
"You look amazing -
Really - I swear... its true."
Love is knowing because of what you feel
She's bringing the best out of you.
Love can soft, tender or fierce...
Or like being shot in the chest
Searing bullet -- straight through.
Love reveals why you are here...
Your purpose
what's been entrusted to you.
This beautiful girl...
Love is to protect her
tell her nothing that is not true.
Love is why,
she'll be thrown aside
Insisting that death first takes you.
Monday, May 6, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS . "The Beautiful People. Part 1"
"The Beautiful People."
I wonder if you are much older, younger or even about the same age as I am - if the phrase or title, "The Beautiful People" immediately conjures up the same image and recollection that it does in my head. I will always remember the Marilyn Manson song and hear him singing this track in my head. I saw a Marilyn Manson concert with my sister once - that was a very long time. What a very odd guy, but I will tell you this, the motherfucker rocks hard and is a great performer.
Sunday, May 5, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS "Unauthorized Access"
I think its really crazy and sad that I can not go today. I can't go to a public street and watch a public event and cheer on the accomplishments of so many people - the accomplishments of the kids. All of those who are scared of another Boston.
If I stayed too long or you saw me on accident or Mr.Wonderful did... I can't be sure what you would do. Thats sad. For everyone. I wonder if those kids would understand why I could not be there today and why?
I know that you cant be comfortable that you being who you and what you love can be ok with anything that disallows a person to come to a marathon and cheer on kids, old people, young people and yes, you. would cheer and clap and yell and whistle in support and encourgement of you. Maybe I would have brought a cow bell to clang...
I guess one conversation weeks ago is a less productive process for you than this.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS "WIN or LOSS"
"WIN OR LOSS"
A big win or the biggest loser. I don't really think there is a question. By the way, this is my blog to the cyber community and the world. If you do not want to read the things that are said here - then don't come here and read them. This is directed to no one in particular. There are people in the real world and in my life that I mention here to explain my thoughts and feelings, but never by name and so it could really just be anyone..
A big win or the biggest loser. I don't really think there is a question. By the way, this is my blog to the cyber community and the world. If you do not want to read the things that are said here - then don't come here and read them. This is directed to no one in particular. There are people in the real world and in my life that I mention here to explain my thoughts and feelings, but never by name and so it could really just be anyone..
Sunday, April 21, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS. "Put your answer in the form of a question, please."
"Please put your Answers in the Form of a Question, Please"
The first... is: "Why am I here."
Answer: "What is the greatest mystery in life." - CORRECT!
The first... is: "Why am I here."
Answer: "What is the greatest mystery in life." - CORRECT!
Monday, April 8, 2013
NO WAX::: Words. "One Thing"
"One Thing"
If there was just one single thing; One part of my life that is completely in opposition of my desire. One thing I would do anything to change.
If there was just one single thing; One part of my life that is completely in opposition of my desire. One thing I would do anything to change.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS "Run time run..."
"Run time run..."
I know... I feel like I should be writing a a lot more than I am. It's not as if I woke up a week ago and decided that I love humanity and I am in love with my fellow brother. Hardly. I think people are still all basically superselfish drones - But the truth is that my life has not changed a lot recently.
I know... I feel like I should be writing a a lot more than I am. It's not as if I woke up a week ago and decided that I love humanity and I am in love with my fellow brother. Hardly. I think people are still all basically superselfish drones - But the truth is that my life has not changed a lot recently.
Monday, February 25, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS "Pretend"
"Pretend"
I am sorry I have not written anything here in a while. It seems like forever. Sometimes my life get so crazy, so turned upside down that I don't even have time or the ability to write here. I need to write more. I will try.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
NO WAX:::WORDS "Sometimes I can not believe my Eyes"
"Sometimes..."
I can't figure it out. I simply can not understand why. Why I have such intense feelings toward one person and how those feelings can permeate my entire body, life, circumstances and seep in to my future. I feel soaking wet. Like I have been standing in the rain for days and days and I an simply soaked. The water that runs down my face, soaks my clothes and lays on my skin is liquid pain. It does not fall from the sky but flows from an open, gaping heart that is broken wide open.
I can't figure it out. I simply can not understand why. Why I have such intense feelings toward one person and how those feelings can permeate my entire body, life, circumstances and seep in to my future. I feel soaking wet. Like I have been standing in the rain for days and days and I an simply soaked. The water that runs down my face, soaks my clothes and lays on my skin is liquid pain. It does not fall from the sky but flows from an open, gaping heart that is broken wide open.
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