NO WAX::: VERSES. "My Expense" {Oct 2012}

At my expense... this small tragedy diverted.

At my expense... another secret go untold.

At my expense... a marriage stays whole.

At my expense... my feelings get disregarded.

At my expense... your accusations unfold.

At my expense... half truth are retold.

At my expense... my heart get ignored.

At my expense... my own soul gets sold.

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I am not a victim,

I have volunteered for this all

I am guilty,

I had hopes way too tall.

I am disappointed,

I did not get my way.

I may finally recognize,

With my pain I pay