NO WAX:::WORDS "The Beautiful People pt. II'

"The Beautiful People Part II"



I am sorry it took as long as it has to publish part II of this segment of my insanity.  In the last, I took some time to express just how unbelievably diverse and colorful the people in my immediate surroundings have truly been.  (IF YOU MISSED IT HERE IS PART I.  NO WAX::: "THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE PT.1)




This part is about the women of my world.  I have to tell the truth, while not a too terribly bad looking guy - model material, I am not.  So the only other saving grace is that either I have a large amount of personal wealth (which I do not) or I have at a minimum paid attention to the things that make the girls happy.  Yes it would seem that the only real thing that I have that is one of the primary reasons women stay with someone for any considerable period - I have paid attention and I am good at making girls feel good.  I may be mildly talented.  Having said that, which may or may not be true...  I have been pretty lucky.

Now there was a period a few years ago,  that for nearly two years, I had zero contact with the female species.  None.  No dates, no sex, not even a note passed in class.  I mean no contact.  Yes - on purpose.  It was, not really all that surprisingly, the calmest, most peaceful two years on the planet.

Overall, I will maintain again, that I have been quite lucky.  If I were to display the photos of girls that I have dated - I have some notably amazing entries.  I have even thought on more than one occasion - "Wow, what did I do to deserve this?"  I have consistently felt very out of my league, at least in the looks department.

Recent years have proved very painful however...  I have had some very very interesting people come into my life, some expectedly - some very much unexpectedly.  I have paid the price, as have they, for poor decision making on both parts.

I have been blessed but remain alone and unfulfilled.  Seems I have never learned the real lessons behind where am I looking for or the kind of person I want in my life???  It should have never really been all that shocking  - the outcomes that is.  If they were out of my league - they remained there.  If I was forced in to a place where I truly questioned the intent, quality and character of an individual - my initial impressions are usually correct...

If you are waiting for a bad person to prove you wrong and be good, you will wait a long time.  If you are trying to find fault in a good person and believe they are bad, you have a long and reaching search.  If they seem like a truly good and amazing person - they are.  If you are feeling like they are not of the highest moral character and somewhat hurtful in thought and deed... they quite likely are (their fault or not.)  If it simply hurts to be around someone that vast majority of the time - then that is a fact.  When you are with them or exposed to them or their behavior and it puts you in a position to allow yourself to be pushed toward pain and not happiness - then you are simply in pain - expect nothing different. 

In the end, the beautiful just are...

Until then  stay insane, it makes for a better world, believe me..